For 5 years from 2015-2020, I struggled with depression and self-doubt. There was time where I thought about suicide or disappearing and never coming back home. Then in 2019, a personal storm hit my life and changed from worse to better. One year later, I watched Greg Laurie's Harvest at Home service and I recommitted my life to Christ. I luckily decided to get the free copy of the bible and I started to read it, pray every day, and using YouVersion app to grow in my faith and relationship with God. However, another struggle that I faced is sexual lust and internet pornography. After praying many times for God to free me from this, God finally answered my prayers and give me guidance, alertness, and strength to resist the temptation and overcome this struggle better than previous efforts.